我最近沒有很多時間，所以我不常打文章。我寄望多打文章所以中文的人可以幫我。多謝。
我今後在這個網站不會使用英語。我要使用國語。我決定我不喜歡使用很多語言因為讀者不知道我說的話。我之前可能改變主意。好吧。
“If you talk to a man in a language he understands, that goes to his head. If you talk to him in his language, that goes to his heart.” ~Nelson Mandela
那些人從來沒有認出我。我今年太生氣了。我申請獎學金兩次。兩個時間他們沒有認出我。我不很生氣因為他們沒認出我。我很生氣因為他們的原因。（他們沒告訴我原因） 我覺得他們的原因是我沒參加中文的課。我不知道做什麼。我知道我的語法太差了但是我還想去中國為了學習中文免費。我沒有錢。他們討厭自學中文的人，當然。。。我不知道做什麼。我太生氣了。
我有很多問題。我不昰沮喪可是我最近感覺不好。我不知道為什麼。我跟某人想談論我的問題但沒有某人。。。我不常感覺這樣可是最近我不信任我的＂朋友＂說什麼。我不在乎他說什麼因為昰浪費時間。我這個星期有很多功課，還有我覺得他不是好友。他大概好像世界的其他人。我今後不要信任他的謊言。我不知道做什麼但也許不要繼續做和這個朋友。
The only thing that has ever gotten me worried of Islam was the reference to Jihad in the Quran. I believe it occurs around forty-one times or so. I accept all those of whatever they do because its their decision. I’m not going to impose my beliefs on them until it starts interfering with me. All of the Muslims I have met are very kind, way more kind than any Christian or Catholic I’ve ever met. I believe in a greater being but I do not worship the greater being formally in a center for worship. I do not have anything against anyone and I’ve not had problems with anyone. Sure terrorism occurs in Islam, but what about all those that are Christian and are serial killers? Sure they don’t blame Christianity, but they’re Christian so should we blame their faith? The same thing has to do with Islam. Sure the radical Islamists use their faith in their terrorist acts, but in reality it’s the crazy people doing it and not the religion that is.
Most of my “friendships”have had their ups and downs, however recently they’ve been taking a turn for the “best.”
I prefer friendships to either be as close as possible or completely in-existent. Recently, I’ve had some situations where the “friend” would seemingly avoid all possible interactions with me. I would never be invited to go somewhere, I would never even get a hey how are you?” So how is this person my “friend.” I even try to even invite said person out and they decline. This is not what a friend is. Once this(EDIT: THIS is referring to there being no communication) occurs I believe the friendship is over.
A “hey how are you?” doesn’t keep the friendship going, but it does give hope. If someone is your friend couldn’t they at least give you a call once a month and ask about you?
I’ve noticed that not many people like me for who I am and I’m okay with that. Once you begin to pretend to be my friend thats when I get pissed off. That is when I don’t stay a nice guy.
And to those friends of mine who stayed true I appreciate your friendship and honor. Thank you.
